mumbling ...

only for this moment, i want to write something down here. just to let this feeling out of my brain.

i happened to meet this woman at the church today. i didnt know why, but it seemed that today was one of those days when i felt attracted to woman easily. so there she was standing on the podium leading the worship. i didnt notice her beauty at once, but the more i looked at her, the more beauty i found. her eyes were just mesmerizing. slowly but sure her eyes brought me to look at her longer. once she sat down on her chair, i glanced at her again. and there was she looking from behind. i couldnt help to feel attracted.

well, at the end of the service, i happened to hear someone called her name. so then i knew her name. we did smile at each other before that. what an experience it was.

but yea ... this story once again affirms that men tend to feel attracted to women because of their looks. pff ...

anyway, gotta back to my fd now.